Katyusha under the sunset

A New Year has come

2012-01-08T07:23:00.000-08:00

2012 already....

Time flies.... Getting older and older, have to be responsible to myself, bcs i am not a children anymore. Woman.....after passed 25 years old, is getting to become old, powerless and tireness. So this year, really have to done my best to fulfill my dream.

Emm I can do it. Trust my self.

KK end.

Come back again

2011-12-09T07:36:00.000-08:00

Have never been here for such a long time since I starte my career.During this period, has been on twitter, Ren Ren, facebook and etc, nearly forget abour this quiet corner.

However Now i m back.

Because i found out my English have been degress , So i have to improve it. SO that i m back.

Ok now start to wirte in English, Hope it helps.

迷茫，想逃避

2011-04-12T11:26:00.003-07:00

想去蒙古草原，想去澳洲牧场。

有一个地方很远很远，那里有风有古老的草原....

Sick of staying in one place for so long, esp when my childhood is not here。。。

wana leave this place...

No money however

Year of Rabit

2011-02-06T21:07:00.000-08:00

Year of Rabit. My Zodiacal Year. Ok i'm old. This is my second zodiacal year. How many zodiacal year can a person experience in his/her life?

Time flies. I must be good.

Treasure the time and snatch every second. Go go , Rabit cat. Haha.

How girl should be

2011-01-16T07:36:00.000-08:00

Should be simple or naive? Should be strong and firm? Or should be clever to act naive?

I have no idea. Sometimes i should really act naive...

Guys like girls to be naive, so that guys can show the girl how strong how firm they are. Girl's naive will reflect how guys are great.

So i should be naive......

如果我有一所房子....

2011-01-14T08:51:00.000-08:00

如果我有一所房子，我会希望它很大很大，我会希望它在宁静的地方，我会希望它面向草原，不需要面朝大海，我怕春暖花开之后我卧轨自杀。
我希望它面向草原，草地正绿。然后，

我会养几条大狗狗，金毛，拉布拉多和小哈，或者小萨，然后我会养好多好多的猫猫，好多好多的猫。

白的，黑的，灰的，花的.... 我可以跟猫猫和狗狗们说话......

有事没事烦了躁了，我可以坐在草原上和我猫猫狗狗们玩耍，可以躺在草原上感受大自然的风，可以坐在草原上弹吉他唱歌，然后狗狗在不远的地方观望，猫咪们则在我旁边摇尾巴....

那是一种多么惬意的生活啊........

2nd Jan 2011

2011-01-01T23:21:00.001-08:00

Ok 2011 already, 2010 had been a history.

Time flies. Wish to lose weight about 15kgs, Wish to get a good job, Wish to get a BF

Ok that's my new year wish.

Tmr team break ends, school starts, results for common test gonna release, hate it, but have to face it.

~End~

杂谈

2010-10-26T09:43:00.000-07:00

武术比赛就要来了，可是我一点把握都没有，想放弃了，该不该呢？

也许当初就不应该报名。练武术主要是为了强身健体，比赛，有点勉强自己了，还不是好胜心惹的货。唉~！

最近倍感寂寞，好想好想谈恋爱，好想好想....

好想好想掉好多肉，求掉肉求掉肉。。。。

异乡人

2010-08-23T04:50:00.000-07:00

披星戴月地奔波
只为一扇窗
当你迷失在路上
能够看见那灯光
不知不觉把他乡
当做了故乡
只是偶尔难过时
不经意遥望远方
曾经的乡音
悄悄地隐藏
说不出的诺言
一直放心上
有许多时候
眼泪就要流
那扇窗是让我坚强的理由
小小的门口
还有她的温柔
给我温暖陪伴我左右

recent Life

2010-08-18T21:27:00.000-07:00

Bored, tired! YOG performance, with no food supply, no t shrit given, just working as a free labour with all my Wushu friends. WTH!

Exam is around the corner but just dun have the mood to study. Everyday very tired. And now my tooth suffer a severe pain from growing of wisdom tooth. Cant eat anything hard, everyday filled myself with soup and porridge,OMG! when can it be ok??

Disappointed。。。。。

2010-07-23T23:58:00.000-07:00

“If you think this is a good excuse, you just go ahead !" Somebody told me this. WTH u know how angry am i after i heard this??????

This is a good excuse, what can you do? i just dun wanna go. SO？？？？？？？？

I am already very stress, damn stress, stress about FYP, stress about those fucking coming test and stress about endless projects, i have millions of reasons and excuses for not gng training.

But i do go, for a responsibility. I know that as A YOG performers i have to take up the responsibilities to rehearse, to train, but i just have not much time left for my project and test. WTH u mean?????Am i the one who always being absent??????? Damn angry!

U are not in finally year and u maynot know how tough is my FYPs, really, u do not know. I told my self thousands times that not going for training but at the end i go, no matter what i try to go. I ve been in there for almost 3 years. But what have i gained?

I dun feel the fairness. I never dedicate , or i never put my heart in? No i dun think so. I like it very much and i treated it as part of my life and i am not bear to leave it . But recently i feel being left out and being not be understood. I am just like a role runs here runs there, come out in every performance and always not being noticed! I can say i sacrifice a lot but who knows????

Nobody knows...... Disappointed!!!!!!

7月21日

2010-07-20T23:31:00.001-07:00

某小孩，你怎么可以这样跟我说话呢？
唉，你知道你的话把我伤害了么？
唉，真的不想和你说话了！好伤心。

May be you didin't notice but u really hurt me......
Haiz........

Just some thoughts. 一些些感想

2010-07-17T03:53:00.000-07:00

My dear laptop has been reformat so all my QQ and MSN emoticons are lost, but luckily all my pic and documents are store in my external hard disc if not all the documment will be disappeared. Haha But now i readly use to the newly reformat laptop.

Today i go to Wushu training. We trained for the coming YOG event and we had also practise our routines for the competitons. I played the Nan quan- 虎鹤双形. Hong ming is my tutor, haha (should i describe like this? anyway i dun know how to describe. ok i say " He is the one who teaching me this routine).One of his sentenses make me alert. He said that " you have been wait for three year for the competitions and this is your final year".

YA this is my final year alr but i m not sure if i will be chosen to go to the competition .Some of my posture such as "马步"&"弓步" are not up to standard and the seriousness of practicing are not shown in me. Err I wanna go for the competition and i have to show them that i m fighting for it. So i told my self, from today onward, i shall show them my best and do my best. Fight for the positions! YA right Mandy , u can do it!!

Ok now quite boring with doing those stupid projects and now there is a serious problem in my heart, i dun have the mood to study, to do work, i feel sinfulness but cant control myself. I just wanna go for a travel, to my favourite places. K let me end this blog with a song.

"不要问我从哪里来，我的故乡在远方，为什么流浪，流浪远方，流浪..........."

到不了的地方是远方，回不去的地方是家乡。好想家！真的好想家.......

July 8th

2010-07-08T00:04:00.000-07:00

I heard that Spain won Germany by 1:0 in the early morning while i woke up. I felt so happy that Spain had won, bcs to me, the Spain helped all the Argentina fans to take the revenge. Next, Is Neitherland vs Spain. Both of them are the team that i like, haha so how? who to support? Neitherland go, go ,go! Honestly i like Neiterland more.

Today there is a boof at NP orchard road hold by SPCA. There are two cats in the cage. They are so small and so cute. I hug them, and i felt that i would like to protect them and give them a warm home. But my family condition are not suitable to keep a cat, but i really like it. Amongest all the animal i like cat the most. They are clever, cute and carefully watch what people's doing.hehe I would like to marry a guy who love cat. Because a guy who love cat is caring and gentle, then he will able to love the family.

Haha, let's love animals!Miao~~~!

So stress these few weeks, different kinda stress, different kinda project, different kinda assignment, different kinda CCA activities.
They all made me have different kinda tiredness, different kinda headache, different kinda madness and different kinda piss off !!!

It is really a kinda of stress with two people doing three person's project.It is really kinda of stress with Wushu xuan ba training. It is really kinda of stress being the final year in Poly. Who says Poly life is more relax??!!! i will totally disagree. Poly life is the most stressful life that i ve encounter! Who knows i will going Mad one day?
Who knows?
Damn stress NOW!!!!

Life is so fragile

2010-07-07T10:08:00.000-07:00

Life sometimes can be so fragile.
Today i received a phone call, the display no. shows that there is one of my IS friend in year 2 in Np, but i had never saw him for a very long time.

His mum gave me the phone call and told me that he is already not in the world, which in chinese is 已经不在了。I did not believe that at first because i cant imagine that his sudden pass away. And is bcs of a wrongly-send sms , made her mum give me the call. I got another friend which has the same name as him. i incidentally sent wrongly to his no.

Sometimes i think of this i felt really horrified and unbelieved, and i could see that his mum is really sad. Life , sometimes can be so fragile, such a young life disappeared from this world, suddenly, without our notification.

He is such a hard working guy and a sunshine boy, although i am not very familiar to him but as we were in the same CATs group last time. I felt so pity to hear this, and what i could say is that wish him have a better life in the heaven and we, those who alive , have really to treasure our family members relatives,friends, and those ppl who have come in to our life. Treasure them, really !!!!

父亲的草原母亲的河

2009-04-10T22:25:00.000-07:00

父亲曾经形容草原的清香
让他在天涯海角也从不能相忘
母亲总爱描摹那大河浩荡
奔流在蒙古高原我遥远的家乡
如今终于见到了辽阔大地
站在芬芳的草原上我泪落如雨
河水在传唱着祖先的祝福
保佑漂泊的孩子
找到回家的路
哎
父亲的草原
哎
母亲的河
虽然己经不能用
不能用母语来诉说
请接纳我的悲伤
我的欢乐
我也是高原的孩子啊
心里有一首歌
歌中有我父亲的草原母亲的河
母亲的河

!st Blog

2009-01-16T10:25:00.000-08:00

Hi, everyone this is my 1st blog on Blogger, Welcome to my place!!

hehe, i m just a lazy person , so may be, i will not be always here, but Blogging is fun, i will try to update oftenly!

Cheers！！