Disappointed。。。。。

“If you think this is a good excuse, you just go ahead !" Somebody told me this. WTH u know how angry am i after i heard this??????

This is a good excuse, what can you do? i just dun wanna go. SO？？？？？？？？

I am already very  stress, damn stress, stress about FYP, stress about those fucking coming test and stress about endless projects, i have millions of reasons and excuses for not gng training.

But i do go, for a responsibility. I know that as A YOG performers i have to take up the responsibilities to rehearse, to train, but i just have not much time left for my project and test. WTH u mean?????Am i the one who always being absent??????? Damn angry!

U are not in finally year and u maynot know how tough is my FYPs, really, u do not know. I told my self thousands times that not going for training but at the end i go, no matter what i try to go. I ve been in there for almost 3 years. But what have i gained?

I dun feel the fairness. I never dedicate , or i never put my heart in? No i dun think so. I like it very much and i treated it as part of my life and i am not bear to leave it . But recently i feel being left out and being not be understood. I am just like a role runs here runs there, come out in every performance and always not being noticed! I can say i sacrifice a lot but who knows????

Nobody knows...... Disappointed!!!!!!